Early this morning, I received this mail from this dude claiming to be gay and has been involved with one member of the power boys group Sauti Soul. Out of request we will keep his identity hidden. Bottomline,he came confessing and expressing his frustrations hoping to get closure,the platform he wanted and the platform he got. Below is the confession as received;
"hey Nairobi Exposed,this is not an expose I don't want to expose anybody but there is something I have snd want yo get off my chest,it has to do with a musician,one of the sauti soul members. Will you listen to my story? Let me know so I continue" Without a second thought gave him the go a head to lay it out,"sawa thanks,you see I hope you don't judge me but im gay and it happens that I was in relationship with a member of the group,how we met and came to be is a story for another day. We dated from 2009 till June last year,long time back right? Yes,anyway I have tried to keep this but the feeling keeps coming back i've tried moving on but I can't. We had a talk with my current boyfriend who is understanding by the way and agreed together that I can talk to you guys and get a closure. I was so much in love with this Guy and I believe he was in love with me as well atleast from what he showed me,I respected his privacy since we had agreed to keep everything out of public eye juu yeye ni celeb...."
"We were happy together even though we didn't stay together and most of the times he was on tours,the little times we had together were worthwhile. Now around kitu Feb hapo last year I used to get rumors from my pals u know gays talk a lot and can't keep a secret,the rumors had it that he was sleeping with another gay at KTN but just took them as rumors and people out to destroy our relationship,I despised them all until the day reality hit me in the face. In June that month we broke up I has gone me and a cousin of mine skyluxing and believe me I saw the two guys together but you couldn't suspect anything they were just keeping it cool as celebs getting ladies shouting and all,then remember we had a pact to never engage in public so me and my cuz we chucked. Next day went to see him at his digz,he was uneasy calls were coming and text and he kept telling me he got to enda studio. This was unusual of him. Anyway I decided to keep the previous night's questions to myself and walk out. As im stepping outside the gate guess who I bumped to driving in? The same dude he was with yesternight. Right there and then I knew it was it. But didn't want drama I went back home locked up myself in my room and cried,cried. After cooling down I hollad him and asked him whatsup with the dude and lemme quote the exact text he sent me,"yeah it is what it is and what you saw,how it looks like. on to the next one.dueces" that text hasn't gotten off my mind.
I felt like killing myself,I felt unwanted and ugly,all that we had was gone and the person I was breathing for turned to the person I don't wanna see breath,its been a painful journey lemme be short.but I finally moved on" Then if he had moved on why talk about it now,almost a year later to which he goes on to pour his heart out to Nairobi Exposed,"like I told you before I simply wanted to get it off my chest" We tried push the buttons to get the true identity of the artist ti which resistance was the receptionist,"no admin,my intentions weren't to expose him bur to just let me out of my mind,but if you insist nut pliz don't publish his name because I don't want him hurt like he did yo me,his is *edited out* pliz im on my knees don't put his names out." As a policy we never go contrary to your wishes so the id will remain known to NE and the source. We then gave him the platform to directly address the Guy in question since he for sure will be reading this.
"sawa,* I know you are reading this,I promised never to expose you and I won't break that deal,I know you might be asking why I ended up bringing the story to Nairobi Exposed,don't misunderstand. I keep asking why,what did I do ti deserve all these,how can you just wake up one day and say *ck love,I did nothing but love you and gave you all my heart but you ruined me,I needed to move in,I needed a reason,I needed you to give me a reason on why you had to do this but since you have refused I rest my case but never do this to another man,true love is hard to come by. You lost a diamond and its gone...I hope the TV guy does all that I did to you,happy life but know you killed a soul"
And there you go,to the source I hope your heart is at peace at least to the other Guy I don't know. All said and done,i'm out!
"hey Nairobi Exposed,this is not an expose I don't want to expose anybody but there is something I have snd want yo get off my chest,it has to do with a musician,one of the sauti soul members. Will you listen to my story? Let me know so I continue" Without a second thought gave him the go a head to lay it out,"sawa thanks,you see I hope you don't judge me but im gay and it happens that I was in relationship with a member of the group,how we met and came to be is a story for another day. We dated from 2009 till June last year,long time back right? Yes,anyway I have tried to keep this but the feeling keeps coming back i've tried moving on but I can't. We had a talk with my current boyfriend who is understanding by the way and agreed together that I can talk to you guys and get a closure. I was so much in love with this Guy and I believe he was in love with me as well atleast from what he showed me,I respected his privacy since we had agreed to keep everything out of public eye juu yeye ni celeb...."
"We were happy together even though we didn't stay together and most of the times he was on tours,the little times we had together were worthwhile. Now around kitu Feb hapo last year I used to get rumors from my pals u know gays talk a lot and can't keep a secret,the rumors had it that he was sleeping with another gay at KTN but just took them as rumors and people out to destroy our relationship,I despised them all until the day reality hit me in the face. In June that month we broke up I has gone me and a cousin of mine skyluxing and believe me I saw the two guys together but you couldn't suspect anything they were just keeping it cool as celebs getting ladies shouting and all,then remember we had a pact to never engage in public so me and my cuz we chucked. Next day went to see him at his digz,he was uneasy calls were coming and text and he kept telling me he got to enda studio. This was unusual of him. Anyway I decided to keep the previous night's questions to myself and walk out. As im stepping outside the gate guess who I bumped to driving in? The same dude he was with yesternight. Right there and then I knew it was it. But didn't want drama I went back home locked up myself in my room and cried,cried. After cooling down I hollad him and asked him whatsup with the dude and lemme quote the exact text he sent me,"yeah it is what it is and what you saw,how it looks like. on to the next one.dueces" that text hasn't gotten off my mind.
I felt like killing myself,I felt unwanted and ugly,all that we had was gone and the person I was breathing for turned to the person I don't wanna see breath,its been a painful journey lemme be short.but I finally moved on" Then if he had moved on why talk about it now,almost a year later to which he goes on to pour his heart out to Nairobi Exposed,"like I told you before I simply wanted to get it off my chest" We tried push the buttons to get the true identity of the artist ti which resistance was the receptionist,"no admin,my intentions weren't to expose him bur to just let me out of my mind,but if you insist nut pliz don't publish his name because I don't want him hurt like he did yo me,his is *edited out* pliz im on my knees don't put his names out." As a policy we never go contrary to your wishes so the id will remain known to NE and the source. We then gave him the platform to directly address the Guy in question since he for sure will be reading this.
"sawa,* I know you are reading this,I promised never to expose you and I won't break that deal,I know you might be asking why I ended up bringing the story to Nairobi Exposed,don't misunderstand. I keep asking why,what did I do ti deserve all these,how can you just wake up one day and say *ck love,I did nothing but love you and gave you all my heart but you ruined me,I needed to move in,I needed a reason,I needed you to give me a reason on why you had to do this but since you have refused I rest my case but never do this to another man,true love is hard to come by. You lost a diamond and its gone...I hope the TV guy does all that I did to you,happy life but know you killed a soul"
And there you go,to the source I hope your heart is at peace at least to the other Guy I don't know. All said and done,i'm out!
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